What it’s like to be dependent on others for wheels, for things beyond shopping.
How hard/impossible it is to make commitments when you aren’t vehicle independent.
How hard/impossible it is to make commitments when you work a full time job, and your schedule/shifts change every weeks.
That even knowing your schedule doesn’t mean it won’t change even a day before the shift.
Which makes it impossible to get involved in the community.
What it’s like to ask people for help, when you are afraid you are asking too much or too frequently.
Even if you never ask.
What it’s like to worry that someone just feels sorry for you, and that’s why they won’t hang out with you, even when you know that is 90% unlikely. Or how to stop asking, if you think it might be true.
What it’s like to look at the phone, knowing you have an important phone call to make, but can’t physically make yourself pick it up. Because you know, it’s not that hard to beat anxiety. Everyone is a little anxious at making phone calls…
What it’s like to be afraid of the future, because you might loose your sense of worth. And that sends you spiraling.